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Wednesday, 18 November 2009

  • -- Father-God,

    Truly I say, Hallowed is your Name.  Let all revere it.  Let all esteem you.  Let all fear you.  And let all Love you. 
    Restore unity to your Children; I marvel at your works-- I can see only such a small glimpse that you are working in your Children.  The testimonies of the Spirit being proclaimed by their messengers are loud and clear!   Only, let your children hear.  Give to them understanding!  Please, I beg for the Church, do not harden our hearts!!!
    For if you harden our hearts, then the land will be dry, the harvest will be desolate!  "Doctrines" and "Theologies" will increase... and your people will be divided!  Forbid it from being so!  Strike down those who divide your Church! 

    Holy and Sovereign Father, defender of the weak!  Encourager of the defeated!  Defend your Church-- your people!  The enemy has moved in, and the attacks are great-- do not let us be overcome or taken away!  Those that are not destroyed are being captivated; a 'gospel' that does not lead to  life but to death! 

    If my words are evil- if my prayers are against you, strike me down this minute.  For I cannot bear the shame of seeing your people overcome and captivated by lies which lead them back into the law of Sin and Death! 
    I cannot stand to see the Law, which you pre-ordained to shut everyone up under sin so that, for your Sons Glory, Jesus Christ, the Lord and Savior would be our only Hope!  I cannot stand seeing people being led astray (out from under Christ) back into bondage to the very thing which Christ died to set them free from!  Your Son testified that apart from the Spirit no one could have life.  You sent his Apostles, and they too testified that Jesus came to fulfill the Law and bring about Life in the Spirit-- the Same Spirit which resurrected him from the Dead and ascended him into heaven to be at  your right hand side! 

    Father, I humbly thank you; with words I cannot express- for your peace.  In the midst of confrontation you are the peacemaker.  In tasks that cannot be completed- you are the finisher.  You are the All in All.

    I credit you all glory due you- for you alone protect me and persevere my efforts. You have taught me not to fear; except in reverence to you.  Your spirit has witnessed to my Spirit that your plan is greater than the obsticles that I face, so I seek your plan.  I give my life to knowing your will and fulfilling my part in your will. 

    I look forward to seeing you overcome my newest enemy; my youth.  I have been searched by you.  I have submitted myself to your will.  I have cried. I have repented.  I would rather die than to be cast from you.  And you, even before I began, loved me.  So even while others view my youth as a disability and look down upon me, I am emboldened by you that I might not fall. 

    It is time for your Children to unconditionally love you.  For us to serve you.  For us to know you as we ought.  To know you so that we can know those who are not from you! 

    As I pray- So be it (Amen)!

Friday, 13 November 2009

  • Hear My Prayer- Father

    Romans 7:16-25 

     16But if I do the very thing I do not want to do, I agree with the Law, confessing that the Law is good.  17So now, no longer am I the one doing it, but sin which dwells in me.  18For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh; for the willing is present in me, but the doing of the good is not.  19For the good that I want, I do not do, but I practice the very evil that I do not want.  20But if I am doing the very thing I do not want, I am no longer the one doing it, but sin which dwells in me.  

    21I find then the principle that evil is present in me, the one who wants to do good.  22For I joyfully concur with the law of God in the inner man,  23but I see a different law in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin which is in my members.  24Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from the body of this death?  25Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, on the one hand I myself with my mind am serving the law of God, but on the other, with my flesh the law of sin.

    Father-God; inside me there is absolutely no good.  Even apart from you I would not know how to express these pains.  This body has trapped me into weaknesses that I did not want.  The nature of sin, cultivated in the flesh, seems unstoppable!  You have searched my heart- Oh Lord- and I fear.  But I open my heart to you because for you I hope to be found a suitable dwelling place for your Holy Spirit. 

    By my life I agree that your law is good—even when I am found lacking; you are exalted all the more as perfect! 

    Even though my eyes are dry it does not mean you do not see the tears.
    Because you have always been the one to fight away my fears.

    By day and by night you have watched over me as my storms have raged.
    Seeing the turmoil’s I face, helpless in this flesh; helpless in this cage.

    Even though my eyes are dry it does not mean you do not see the tears.
    So your Son you gave, in Love; a lamb taken before the sheers.

    Humiliated, broken, and mocked he became a curse so that I could be your son.
    Emptied of all his rightful power, Jesus hung upon the cross, breathed his last, and said “All is done”.

    Even though my eyes are dry it does not mean you do not see the tears.

    Father—hear my prayer; I have cast myself before you, I am placing all my trust in you that I may be saved.  I know nothing but that your Son completed your will and fulfilled all that he came to fulfill as he ascended into heaven; sitting by your side—head of the Church—Savior of your children. 

    I hope in you.  I trust in you.  I desire only you and yet my body—tired and worn out—seems unwilling to set aside it’s old ways. 

    Father, grant me patience.  Grant me wisdom.  Grant me compassion that I may show compassion.  These are the tools with which I may work. 

    I beg, do not let evil hinder me any longer.  Protect me from the temptations so set to destroy me.  If your Spirit dwells in me, then I will be free to wield love, mercy, compassion, tenderness, and knowledge as tools to do your will! 

    Your Holy Spirit I desire; my only fear is that I disqualify myself from your Spirit and you take it away.  I pray you destroy my body before you take your spirit from me!!

    I marvel at the complex intricacies of your design and your will.  Far more complex than all the universe is your plan for salvation; yet as simple as Jesus Christ—Lord and Savior!

    Grant to me that I might know you, Father, and your Son Jesus Christ!!!

    Amen!

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • A Short message from Galatians 5

    Stand Firm! Everyone one of you!

    1.       For you have been set free from the bondages of the old way;

    a.       I say to you do not return once again to the things that once entrapped you!

    These things are of no value to you!

    ·         Taking Pride in the Flesh; the accomplishments of human efforts.

    ·         If it is in your flesh, your wisdom, or your standing or position in life that you find security in, then of what value is Christ to you? 

    For it was for freedom from these old ways of boasting in the flesh that Christ died!  IF in these things of the old way you stand, then you have NO PART in the GRACE of Christ!

    ·         I tell you that it is not the boasts of what WE think is strength that we are made righteous. 

    ·         It is through the Spirit of Christ, by everlasting and enduring FAITH that we eagerly wait for the hope of righteousness!!

    WE do not follow a book or letters of a law that lead to life and righteousness! 
    For Jesus said in John 3:3-8:

    Truly, Truly, I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God.”

    And when Nicodemus asked how this could be, Jesus said again;

    Truly, Truly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit he cannot enter the kingdom of God.  For that which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is Spirit!”

    Therefore, I am saying to you, Just as Paul said to the Galatians, In Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision counts for anything.  All that matters, as Paul said in 5:6, is “only faith WORKING through love.”

    See to it, then, that you are not persuaded by anyone that there is anything that matters except that which is in Faith. 

    ·         Nothing except that through the Spirit, by faith, we ourselves eagerly wait for the hope of righteousness.  (This is Galatians 5:5)

    I think we are tempted, today, to place our trust in things other than the faith that is led by the Spirit!

    ·         We might fool ourselves into thinking that if we go to a certain kind of Church with a certain kind of Preaching and a certain kind of Worship and a certain kind of Prayer we will find what truly matters?

    ·         Perhaps we think that our years and TOILS in our Jobs can lay a financial foundation that can keep us safe and secure? 

    These things have some value, to be sure, but the message that Paul has—and we today have being given to us—is that the Labor of Love by FAITH is all that matters!  You who are Christians.

    Freedom

    You who are Christians, you are free!  Only do not deceive yourself into thinking that Christ’s freedom is to be, or even CAN be used as leverage for the flesh!  For your freedom is so that you can serve each other in love! 

    ·         You have been freed from the boasts of the flesh, from pride, from envy;

    ·         Now, with love, GO and serve one another!   Taking full advantage of your freedom!

    Is not even the Law, which was made to govern over the flesh (as Paul taught us), fulfilled by this saying; “Love your neighbor as yourself”? 

    ·         But, If you return into bondage to the old ways, that is the boasts, pride, and envy of the flesh and begin to BITE and Devour one another, then you will be consumed by each other.

    I do not think that this is strange to any of us, is it?  We have each seen the effects of inter-fighting. 

    Walk By the Spirit, Not the Flesh

    So I say again, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh!! (Gal  5:16)

    We should know, by now, that the flesh desires things that are not of the Spirit and the Spirit desires things that are opposite the flesh! They are at war with each other!

    But if you are led by the Spirit then you have life, and you shall not be under the Law which brings death. 

    So be careful to discern the things that come not from the Spirit but from the Flesh! These things are:


    1.       Sexual immorality

    2.       Impurity (both in body and mind)

    3.       Sensuality

    4.       Idolatry

    5.       Sorcery

    6.       Enmity which is hostility, hatred, or ill-will.

    7.       Strife which is quarreling, or bitterness

    8.       Jealousy

    9.       Fits of anger

    10.   Rivalries

    11.   Dissensions

    12.   Divisions

    13.   Envy

    14.   Drunkenness (irreverence)

    15.   Orgies


     

    And the things of this nature; they are contrary to the will of God and I warn you that those who are enslaved to fulfilling these things will not have eternal life to inherit the kingdom of God as was promised to Abraham!

    INSTEAD, because you are led by the Spirit, you should see the fruits of your labor reflected! The fruits of the spirit done in love by faith are:


    1.       Love

    2.       Joy

    3.       Peace

    4.       Patience

    5.       Kindness

    6.       Goodness

    7.       Faithfulness

    8.       Gentleness

    9.       Self-Control


     

    There is no law opposed to these things; nothing that can govern them!

    Therefore, LEAVE the passions and desires of your past FOREVER behind as they have been crucified upon the cross!

    Closing and Dismissal

    For so much of my life I was led to believe, by people of weak faith, that I would live entrapped by the old ways of life- living the day-to-day life led by natural instinct and always trying to find room to boast in my flesh instead of in my spirit. 

    The Gospel is that by faith God has counted us righteous, and through Christ we have been set free from these, the old ways of life if only that we walk in the Spirit by faith. 

Saturday, 31 October 2009

  • Autonomous

    INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!  FREEDOM!!!

    YOU are an individual!  YOU have rights!  YOU are autonomous!  It is YOUR body, YOUR rights, YOUR life. 

    The American Way

    This is a growing, perhaps already grown, ideology within the Church and it is absolutely 100% false.

    The ideology of individualism. This is the most prevalent thought within America, a thought that inspires (most likely) 99% of all street riots and chaos within our nation; at some point, someone will feel that their rights as an individual have become violated.  There is, supposedly, some intrinsic freedom that all Americans have and we do not allow anyone to violate these freedoms. 

    We can see this nowhere more obvious than with the Feminist and Gay movements in America.  The feminists riot, push, and shout for their rights as do the gays. 

    On the shoulders of individual freedom and personal rule over autonomous bodies, millions of unborn babies have been legally murdered. 

    “Behold, children are a gift from the Lord, the fruit of the womb is a reward.” (Psalm 127:3) and

    “For You (God) formed my inward parts; You (God) wove me in my mother’s womb.” (Psalm 139:13).

    Riding high and unchallengeable on the shoulders of Freedom, the monster of abortion was born.  In fact, ideological immortality is easily achieved simply by climbing on the shoulders of “freedom” and “Individualistic rule”.   Christians are allowed, now, to murder the reward that God hand-wove for them in their own wombs.  Why?  Freedom!!!! (as Mel-Gibson shouted in the timeless classic, Braveheart.)

    God, our creator, created us in his image; the image of a God that is 3 persons in 1.  The Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit in perfect unity; so much so that the Son manifested himself on earth (doing, not his will, but the Fathers) and lifted his head towards heaven and said “I and the Father are One” (John 10:30).  It is the Holy Spirit that is also called “the Spirit of God” and “The Spirit of Christ”.  It was this God, a God that is 3 in 1, that looked upon his Creation, Adam, and said “It is not Good for man to be alone” and created woman so that with woman “Man would leave his father and mother and become one with his wife”.  The man and woman, together as one, would unite to create their Child, the gift of God to them, “one in their flesh”. 

    We are not free.  Christians are not autonomous.  There is no such thing as “rights”. 

    These are all individualistic ideologies that we have idolized since the foundation of this country.  In fact, apart from slavery, there can be no freedom.  If you are a Christian, than you are not an individual. Neither are you free, and neither do you have rights.  Does this shock you?  It should not shock you if you have been fed anything other than the elementary teachings of the faith.

    ·         The Christian is an individual born into the slavery of sin that has become an heir to God, Co-Heir with Christ, and has been freed into the slavery of righteousness.  We are individuals that have been formed into one body.  If one denies this, then one denies the gospel and it’s salvation; for salvation does not, and cannot be given to those who are simultaneously being ruled by sin because “the wages of sin is death”.  Romans 12:4-6For Just as we have many members in one body and all the members do  not have the same function, so we, who are many, are one body in Christ, and individually members one of another.  Since we have gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, each of us is to exercise them accordingly…”

    ·         Because of time, I can’t list for you the plethora of scriptures that instruct us as slaves of Christ; the New Testament is composed of these scriptures.  It suffices to say that IF there is any freedom as a Christian (and there is) then it is freedom FROM Sin and Death.  There is no freedom of will.  For we were all set free from bondage of sin (doing the will of sin) in order that we might do the will of GOD (not of ourselves, which, by nature, would be a return to doing the will of sin).

    ·         So then, if we are slaves of Christ, what rights do we have?  For Paul writes in Galtians 4:1 that although we are Heirs, we do not differ at all from the slave!  What right do you have?  Do we even have the right to take offense?  No!  For it is not us who has received the offense, if we are to be offended, but it is our master, the Lord Jesus who has taken the offense… in fact, our Master came down into the earth and became that offense, For US!

    Christians!  Give up your falsely perceived “rights” and “freedoms” and take up slavery into righteousness and life.  Even as culture (riddled in sin) adamantly teaches us to love and worship freedom, join together as we were intended and listen to what God teaches us: to count our will as loss and follow HIS will. 

    In this post I wish to ask the professing Christian why they are willing to discuss and share their political views so publically, but their faith… the one thing that should be sustaining them in life… is hidden in a very deep corner of their hearts?

    I wish I had more time to address this, but I do not. 

    So, Christian brothers and sisters, there is a urgent need to realize that we are not individuals, born with intrisic rights that cannot be broken, we were born into bondages with sin, ruled by death, freed into life by our master, Jesus, into the slavery of righteousness, as co-heirs to the kingdom.

    Not only do we need to intelectually understand this, but it is time that we practically practice it!

    This means that we put aside any "offenses" that we percieve to have received, and we yield our "rights" unto sacrifices for our brethren.  We must stop attacking the body of Christ which we are apart of!  If there is any error, if there is any wrong within the body, with Love and compassion, rebuke and correct the error!  Put down hateful speech and pick up selfless love for this HOLY body! 

     

     

     

Friday, 23 October 2009

  • Rest

    Well, everyone must know when they are beat; Walgreens Financial Analysis report of 2008 has beaten me... for now.  So, at 2:30 AM I am temporarily resigning my Analysis until a later date at which I will, hopefully, complete my assignment and be just that much closer to graduating. 

    For the moment, since I still have about 30 or 40 minutes of Energy Drink derived energy left in me, my mind has turned again to my Lord, Jesus Christ. 

    Partially inspired by receiving a new CD from my grandma by the Ottawa Suzuki Strings ensemble.  (When I was in high school I had received a invitation to play as a violinist for the Ottawa Suzuki Strings and [to my instructors outrage] I refused the offer [to my never-ending regret]).  If it weren't for the fact that my wife is sound asleep I think I would pull out my old violin and see how much I've lost in these years past.

    Anyway, back to the point.  As my mind has returned to thinking about the Lord, Jesus, I have 3 thoughts in my head;

    1. Rest & Peace
    2. Grace
    3. Repentance

    "7And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.  8Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.  9The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you." Phil 4:7-9

     

    The reason why this music CD has inspired these thoughts is because, well, I'm tired right now; I'm worn out from being a full time pastor, full time husband, and full time student (the last of which seems to be sucking in way too much time as it is).  I remembered how I used to sit down with  my violin and play for hours upon hours-- the absolute rest and peace my mind used to find in my music.  The "horrors" of my teenage years would fade to the beauty of the gift I know God gave to me to get me through those times in my life.  With a swift stroke or a soft melody I could let my thoughts and emotions through no matter how strong they were. 

    As beautiful as this gift was I have found a far more powerful peace and greater rest than music could ever offer.  It is a peace... a settling and contentment that is indefinable.  In equally or even more stressful times of my life now, I know my heart is safe and secure in Christ- my mind has one purpose in him. 

    What better resting place is there than in the Word of God? For the Holy Spirit speaks saying;

     1Therefore, let us fear if, while a promise remains of entering His rest, any one of you may seem to have come short of it.  2For indeed we have had good news preached to us, just as they also; but the word they heard did not profit them, because it was not united by faith in those who heard.  3For we who have believed enter that rest,9So there remains a Sabbath rest for the people of God.  10For the one who has entered His rest has himself also rested from his works, as God did from His.  11Therefore let us be diligent to enter that rest, so that no one will fall, through following the same example of disobedience."  Hebrews 4:1-3 & 9-11.

    Finding rest in God's Holy Word. 

    About this I only wish to add one more thing; the days have grown evil and are already filled with darkness, therefore there is time for training.  There is a time that each one must study diligently the sound doctrines of the Word of God as revealed to us through the Word By the Holy Spirit.  But, as the days are evil, so are we also weak in our flesh!  There comes a time, also, that after having believed and obeyed Gods Word we each must also now allow ourselves to find rest in His Word.  Each and every one of us needs to be ministered to.  For this reason it is so important to find time, or make time to allow Gods Word to minister to our spirits so that we can be strengthened and refreshed.

    Put down the regiments of training that each of us must do, and take up a time to simply read, listen, hear, and be ministered to by the Spirit.

    ~ ~ ~ ~

    Grace

    It can be manifested in a plethora of ways and is not restricted to the mighty works of salvation and the grand scheme of Gods plan for the world and his children.

    At times when you feel as though neither measure of effort, nor any cosmic force can lighten or overcome the burdens placed before you, then you are sure to find measures of God’s grace that will bring incomprehensible measures of peace to you; it is this grace that I speak of.  For it was God at the creation of the world, years before man would ever experience music, that God programmed and designed within our brains coping mechanisms that spring into action when certain kinds of music are played.  A classic composition can be therapeutic; in fact I went into hospitals to as a high school student and played for patients with heart problems. 

    When one begins to “think on these good things” that God has done for us, since the creation of the world, I do not believe one who has truly loved God in his heart can turn a cold shoulder and not be deeply touched!

    ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

    “Or do you think lightly of the riches of His kindness and tolerance and patience, not knowing that the kindness of God leads you to repentance?” Romans 2:4

    What kindness indeed! 

    Only when from short and narrow-mindedness does a man say in his heart “why me! O God!”  Or does the Child of God say “where is the Fathers Kindness now?”

    With measures infinitely more abundant than most have ever considered, God has been kind to us!  As the creator of the universe his deeds of Love and compassion in the physical realm have extended into the realms of virtual innumerability! 

    If a person made resolute to say nothing but the graces of God that lead us unto repentance, his entire life would be a perfect blossom in the many seasons of the earth’s short existence.

    In a matter of moments spent in sincere and deep contemplation of these things any person should be inspired into great acts of repentance indeed!  Even the most sincere and developed Christian Saint should eagerly cast himself to the floor in repentance when he considers the many kindnesses of God!

     

    As the Holy Spirit has spoken to me, so I hope you find yourself in the same mind so that in every season of your life, whether plenty, scarce, smooth, or rough, you will have reason to rejoice and glorify the name of God the Father!

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